We’ve all felt it; that all encompassing sense of wonder and mystery that accompanies those things which unexpectedly touch your soul. I don’t care if it is listening to the dawn’s first birdsong or the lonely call of a loon on a moonlit lake. It doesn’t matter if it is the hypnotic crashing of ocean waves against the shore or the ethereal beauty of a sunrise or the pure, unadulterated joy of a baby’s smile or the spark of passion in your lover’s eyes; you’ve felt it, if only for an instant. You know it’s there.
There are times when simply putting something this full of wonder into prosaic words simply does not work anymore. The relationship that I have with the mysterious; with that sense of wonder and awe that occasionally fill up my heart and soul is like that. There are days when simply speaking is no longer enough; days when the standard pattern of words just doesn’t work and I find myself turning to painting or poetry to help convey what is building up inside me.
These poems – I have had individuals who say that they are love poetry – and so they are, in a way. But it is not your standard love poetry. Not really. Or rather, none of it is addressed to a specific person, more to that all encompasing wonder that I find filling my heart.
It is for this reason that I have started a poetry section of this blog/journal. The first of these is what I like to call “The Smiling Heart.”
The Smiling Heart
Your love surrounds me; fills me and heats my heart to the melting point.
Your love permeates every corner of my soul and manifests itself as my reality.
You, yes you. You make my heart smile. Can you feel it?
Can you feel how, when the corners of my lips turn up
That the air becomes crisp and clear; clouds parting to reveal skies of blue?
Can you feel how, when my heart beats faster,
That the wind starts to blow and the world comes alive with birdsong?
Can you feel how, as my desire for you increases,
How the sun shines brighter; warming the earth and the sap in the trees?
You must feel it; how can you not, being inside me as you are?
And as my heart smiles, I feel you sigh inside my soul,
And I am at peace.